i reli try vry hard...bt it failed...

i noe it is vry hard 2 luv some1...

n it is oso vry hard 2 hate some1...

bt i...felt like makin some1 hate me...

i dunno whether he hate me o nt...

bt i noe dat he is nw cryin...

n oso bleedin...

it is hard 2 said dat word out...

bt i d said dat word out...

n hurt some1...

actualli...i dun min 2 hurt him...

bt i felt dat it is nt fair if i keep on de relationship...

i m afraid dat...

8ter myb he wil more hurt...

bcaz i hav no dat kind of feel di...

it wasn't his prob...

it is my own prob...

i tot i wil b hapi when v together...

bt when v r 2gether...

i felt like dat feel is slowly disappeared...

n i reli dun wan 2 end up like dis...

i reli d try 2 make it worked...

bt it failed...howeva i try vry hard...

i had thnk de whole night...

when i wake up de nez mornin...

i noe i must hav my decision...

n my decision is i wil hurt him...

sori...i reli dun min 2 hurt u...

it is nt fair if v keep on dis kind of relationship...